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This test took forever, even though there were only fifty-seven questions. The main reason being my computer is having temper tantrums tonight. Still it is quite intersting. I am not sure how I feel about the results, but I think they are a little closer to the mark in some places than I would like.
Holly, your unconscious mind is driven most by Kindness
This means you have a deep desire to be kind and fair to others. You may even be preoccupied with finding kindness in the world around you, far more than you realize on a conscious level.
Even random blobs of ink, are accusing me of being to nice. Maybe some rejects from Betazed (See ST:TNG) crashed on Earth a long time ago and married into my family. That would explain alot. Its bad enough feeling all my chaotic feelings, but when you start adding everyone else's on top of it, well no wonder I'm bonkers.
It is possible that the underlying reason you seek kindness in the world around you, is that you fear cruelty, the opposite of kindness. That could drive you to unconsciously project kindness wherever possible into your world. Regardless of its origin, your steadfast adherence to being kind to others is felt by people you are close to.
You are probably more susceptible than others to being overwhelmed by emotions — both yours and others'. It is possible that your unusually empathic nature is a result of your natural sensitivity to others' pain, and your desire to help them avoid it. For this reason, things might affect you more than they affect your friends and family. To protect yourself from too much emotional intensity, you might want to keep an eye out so you can recognize it when it starts. That will allow you to slow things down until you feel grounded again.
Overall, your strong orientation towards kindness gives you an optimistic nature, which translates into you seeing the best in the people around you. Because you're not one to be overly judgmental, others may seek out your company when they need a friend to talk to. People close to you likely know that you care deeply about the inner lives of others and can listen to what they have to say without imposing your views on them.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Kindness, there is much more to who you are at your core.
By the way, I'm not delusional so please don't take that last paragraph completely seriously. I'm just in a weird mood. Being up to your eyebrows in mental illness can have that effect on a person. I'm bipolar and attention deficit, my son is opositional defiant with learning disabilities, his father is a hyper active alchololic, with other possible undiagnosed issues. We are just a riot a minute I tell you. Some days I think this place should have padded walls.
Is it any wonder when sane people come over, they can't wait to leave. Well not always, but still. If these walls could talk, they would probably say "Shut up already, please. My timbers are ready to explode."
Thank God it is Saturday tommorrow. And no I still havne't heard from anyone else in the job department. Mike is still in the process of getting his shit out, money is tight, and Warren is still having a few issues. So life at the Cranky house is still quite peachy.
I am taking Warren to Treasure Planet tommorrow. I can't afford it, but he earned it, and I need it. We will be okay. I even have monks praying for me. (long story).
Prequels ~ Sequels
Music of the mind: :
~*~Have you read these~*~
~ Ode to a child who is no more ~
~ She's baaack ~
~ testing ~
~ Facebook me ~
~ Bleech ~
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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.
I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.
I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.