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Monday, Nov. 19, 2007 @ 8:08 pm
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It would seem that something which means poverty, disorder and violence every single day should be avoided entirely, but the desire to have children is a natural urge." -Phyllis Diller

could sing you a tune or promise you the moon, But if that's what it takes to hold you, I'd just as soon let you go, but there's one thing I want you to know. You better look before you leap, still waters run deep, And there won't always be someone there to pull you out, And you know what I'm talkin' about. So smile for a while and let's be jolly: Love shouldn't be so melancholy. Come along and share the good times while we can"

Yes I know it's really a love gone wrong song, but these particular lyrics seem to fit the situation, I think.

Roy L. Smith We are apt to forget that children watch examples better than they listen to preaching.

MAD Magazine Teenagers are people who act like babies if they're not treated like adults.

Ed Asner Raising kids is part joy and part guerilla warfare.

"Kids can be a pain in the neck when they're not a lump in your throat." - Barbara Johnson

"Nobody's family can hang out the sign, 'Nothing the matter here.' " - Chinese Proverb

I just to keep reminding myself of that. Even Stepford type families are often just and act, or very scarily disfunctional, as those kids often wind up in serious therapy from having to pretend perfection all the time. eeek..

the grass only appears greener over the septic tank, don't mean it really is.

**sigh ** today was a long day. No bad bad news, no great news. More of a definate possibility of a potential maybe. Which I'll gladly take for now. Its better than an outright no. I would know more this week, but T*day is kind og giving the bird to the whole situation. I must be a little better, I just made a gawdawful pun.

I also called my doctors office. First they didn't think they could get me anyting until Decmeber. But having a nervous breakdown on the phone kind of helped things along. I couldn't get an appoinment due to my doc going on vacation as of noon today, but she did look at my charts and give me some new scripts. Celexa and Ativan {generics, cause I is still poor} to go with my lamictal and my trazodone and my antibiotic. No more xanax though, which is too bad. I was kind of liking that one, which from what I've read is probably why I need to not take it very long. pooey.

I hate having a pharmacy on my bedstand,but it is nice to finally get my head screwed back on. I even worked out this morning. I wasnt' totally in to it, but it helped {along with two Xanax , no not at the same time}.

Things are still sucky and I'm still worried, scared and a hundred other things, but I'm not falling apart, overwhelmed yes, but on the floor in pieces, not so much tonight.

Now if I could just rest my inner calender. for some bizarre reason it thinks it is Tues or Wed. Weird.

meds are kicking in. time for bath and bed. and filling our another toothpaste form. No that's now a typo. I volunteered my mouth as lab rat for work to test a new toothpaste for a week. don't you wish you were me.


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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.