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07.05.03 @ 21:47
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I guess the weather gods (or is that weather demons?) must read diaries, because I woke up this morning to a familiar bright light I couldn't quite place. But half way to the bus stop it hit me. My old friend I hadn't seen in almost 5 days was back out, and my piss and gloom mood made immediate plans to vacate, if only on a temporary basis.

Of course reading some of the good comments on my fan fic, only added to improving my mood, as did comming home and having the house to just me and Warren. Mostly to myself. Warren was finally able to do the neighbor's lawn, as he agreed to do everyweek. After he got paid, and apparently $11 is still big money when you are two months short of a full decade, he had to go to Walmart and invest it in Pokemon, Yu gi Oh, and Dragon Ball Z cards. On the brigh side he also got some Young Jedi Knights, so there is hope for the boy yet. My corrupting influences are getting thru to him. (*insert evil Darth Vader type breathing here*). By the time he came back from Wal Mart he was quite exhausted. So exhausted he actually volunteered to go to bed, with out my telling him. I love these days, it feels almost like a regular family again. Just me and my boy. My son who already has his first steady job. My son who will soon be ten years old, while I feel like I just brought him home from the hospital yesterday. Where have all the days gone?

Tommorrow is his appointment at the dermatologists. I called this morning to confirm the appointment and the time (I've learned that with Meritcare this is a very good idea, they have habit of changing things at the last minute and not informing anyone), only to find out, the dermatologist we were reffered to, is actually a Nurse Practiioner/Physicians Assistant. This more than a little irks me. After umpteen appointments and no satisfaction, I think we deserve an actual doctor, not a PA no matter how well trained he/she may be. We'll see what happens this time.

**attention male readers, the next part deals with female issues so proceed with caution**
I am also seriously considering looking into breast reduction surgery. If I can prove it is medically necessary I think I can get BC/BS to pay for it. I am so tired of having back and shoulder pain because my body didn't know when to stop growing. Its not definate, but it is definately something I have been thinking about more and more. I need to do more research though before I make a definate decision. They've been part of me since I was ten. ((*#(&#(@ damn early onset puberty). But I feel the need for some changes come on. I am also seriously considering going back on the pill since my Norplant is defunct now. Not because there is any danger of me getting pregnant (bite your tongue and swallow it), but becuase I am so sick of periods, I must be the only woman alive who is looking forward to menopause. No more bleeding, no more cramps, no more monthly moodys, no more baby worry if I do meet someone. Sounds like paradise to me.

Sometimes I scare me.


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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.