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Sick and tired, fed up to here!

03.12.02 @ 23:47
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I am just so sick and tired of everything. Sick and tired, tired and sick. I am ready to quit.

I had to borrow from mom to keep the mortgage afloat. I hate that, I hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!

I had my interview this morning. It sounds well, but its such a let down job after what I had before. There is a small commission which will help, as well as an employee discount (Vitamins anyone?) but since the commission is only on certain items, and which operator you get is random. And I don't even have the job yet. No word from the higher paying no benny temp to perm for company I want, and only a possible maybe from the semi-sure thing, that feels like a major step backwards but will pay some bills till I find a job, but they want some one to stay job. Did that even make sense.

I'm so depressed I can't even cry. I can't even think. I just feel like laying in bed and staring at bad tv till my brain has totally atrophied. Warren is had a little bit of a bad day again. It is 0F, and it snowed today. So I didn't go see him ,but talked to him on the phone.

I still can't find all the pay info I need for MA, and I loathe the thought of welfare. I worked to damn hard to get out of that one way track to nowhere. I am educated and willing to work dammit, and this is how I get punished. Fuck the universe, and its little dog too. Six years of college so I can make 7 bucks and hour with a token commission. Somebody hates me.

Mike is being his usual prick. I owe so much I am seriously considering bankruptcy if I even qualify.

The house is as screwed up as my life.

I have no plans to do anything stupid, I'm a mom I don't get that luxery. But I have had about all I can take. I hate being an adult. Sometimes it really really sucks.

If you need me, I'll be the zombie lost in the land of really bad tv. Over and out.


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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.