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Thursday, Mar. 27, 2014 @ 2:14 pm
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Another strange dream last night. This one had nothing to do with Mike except in the vaguest reference. I involved an old frenemy from my hometown. Most of you know I came from a very small town and was basically with the same class of 30 from k-12.

Her another girl and I were sort of a trio in elementary and junior high. It was one of those always 2 against one groups, where the two was constantly changing. There was also a fourth girl we hung with, but her mother (widow) was super religious (bordering on Duggars, but with only 5 kids) so she didn't get to do a lot of things everyone else did (movies, cards, dancing, and so on). Later we moved apart as I found a great bff with similar interests and no drama.

Fast forward to today when they are no both on my friends list. One seems to have changed for the better, the other one hasn't been on my friends list long enough for me to know.

History given, last night I had a dream that Frenemy was at my house, apparently I made I negative comment about prayers (she's gone churchy as well, just not crazy churchy) and she was about to start preaching at me when I told her to stop "I'm not the girl you knew. I've had experiences, some of them bad". After that she left and my cat wandered out the door. She tried bringing her back, but both times it was the wrong cat, finally I found Oreo who was right there. This is my cat.

My mind works in weird ways. However what I said is very true I just never really thought about it before. I'm not atheist exactly but I'm not religious either.

More spiritual, something bigger than us, but not all hocus pocus like many churches want to teach. I guess I call myself a common senseist, if that makes sense. There is a lot we don't understand and most if not all of it is just science we haven't yet figured out.

Not something my mom the super Catholic is thrilled about, I don't hate the church like she thinks, I just disagree with way too many of their teachings to ever support them.

I still can't get that dream out of my head. I know I've changed a lot over the years as almost everyone does after high school, but I never really thought about it.


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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.