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2001-06-19 @ 10:58 p.m.
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Well things are looking a little better today.. they havent' changed all that much, I guess I have at least for a little while. That's the trouble with being bi-polar its like a roller coaster that you can't get off of no matter how sick you get..

Mom helped out and is sending some things up for Warren's birthday.. My baby boy is EIGHT years old.. It feels like just yesterday I was rocking him to sleep and nursing him.. Now he rides a full size bike and has crushes on girls.. Its all just been too fast..

I wish I had more motivation to do something around here.. I had plans on my way home from work, but as usual I never got off my duff.. I am such a lazy bum sometimes.. I need a good kick in the pants..

Today at work it was nuts again.. not nearly as nuts as yesterday.. 5 techs (including me) handled 271 calls. we had over 300 come in but we lost some of them, because we are only human.. I took over 50 calls in an 8 hour shift.. No I dind't take a break except for a couple of runs to the bathroom, cause soemthings you just gotta make time for.. today I took an hour break to go to court.. I have till August.. I think if I play my cards right I can use the system to my advantage the way it was designed.. esp since it is such a minor charge.. and a trumped up one at that.. but first I plan to call and see if I can find out who is the witness that claims I was in the accident anyway.. I was never in an accident there is no damage to my car.. well not from an accident anyway..

Hopefully tommorrow will be slow so I can leave early and have fun with Warren. If its nice I want to take him swimming.. I promised him he could pick out some books at Barenes & Noble for his b'day present.. and I will get him a cake from Dairy Queen.. Every kid deserves a birthday of some kind.. I mean you only get one birthday a year.. its a celebration of having survived another year on this planet..a celebration of being alive and the treasure that life is.. Then you get to be my age and suddenly birthdays aren't as much fun..

The electric commpany came to our neighborhood today and installed some new kind of meters so they had our electricity out. I wish they would warn people a day or so in advance. I have a digital answereing machine and now all the numbers adn messages I was saving are gone.. *damn..

IF I leave the bank alone and get a decent child support payment in addition to what Mom is sending me.. I may be okay.. I need to get ahold of Gail I couldnt' call her back today since thephones were too busy. Hopefully if I get help with the utilites I can cover cable and food and make payment deal on the mortgage, hopefully they will get it ontime.. I may survive.. I should be happier, but for some reason I just feel blech..

Here's hoping mom's package arrives in the mail..

Maybe I'll get a good manic phase going soon.. but not too manic.. I want to get things done, but not go get myself into trouble..

Wish me Luck..



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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.