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2001-06-24 @ 10:44 p.m.
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I got my first Google!! I feel so honored. I had two of them.. One for Care bare which is either a bad speller or someone looking for some mighty strange porn.. The other was one for Go ask alice lyrics. Which is actually a legite one, becaue I do have a entry back in May for the lyrics to Grace Slicks White Rabbit.. which mentions the phrase Go ask Alice

Yesterday after I took Warren to his Dad, I went to Barnes and Noble, intending to just read a couple of specific books.. Eight hours later I finally walked out.. When will I learn.. me going in there is like a drunk going in a bar, I just can't leave.. LOL Then I went to Hornbachers intending to just get a couple of cleaning items instead I walked out 20 bucks poorer.. AT least I finally cleaned out my car.. You know its getting bad, when the junk takes up so much room there is no room in the car for people.. I can't believe what I found in there..

Then I made the mistake of comming home adn reading my mail.. so instead of getting anything done I spent the rest of the night doing my deer in the headlights impression.. I still feel so depressed, though not as bad as I thought I would..I have a meeting with Heather tommorrow. I hope they can help me.. I have to get up extra early to make a trip to Xcel to make a power bill payment.. so I have no idea what I am going to do about daycare or anything else.. and of course Mike has the gall to complain about not having money because of his child support payment. Well f him.. its not like I am out partying with that money.. it is all going for Warren. Every penny.. I havent' bought new clothes cd's a haircut in months...and I look and feel like it too.. I hate the way Mike plays Warren.. and Warren doesnt' get to see him much, so of course he sides with his Dad.. I just hope they don't ask me abuot the day care payments for awhile.. I dont' want them to build up.. but .. and then there are all the credit bureus about my checks... I wish it would all just go a way.. I know it wont' but I just can't deal right now.. and they dont 'give me any choice but to deal.. I just dont' know how much longer I can cope..

I know alot of people dont' care that much, but I am feeling some sadness right now at the death of Carroll o'connor.. I never new the guy, but for some reason he always reminded me of my dad.. they look similar and have some similiar manurisms.. I guess I always liked that show for some reason.. its one of the few sitcoms that isnt' all feel good fluff.. That and MASH.. they prove that you can talk about real life things and serious issues and still be funny.. That true comedy often comes from things that aren't that funny..

I was thinking the other day about what would happen if suddenly a volcano were to errupt and bury us all under several feet of lava and ash.. (yes I know I'm in North Dakota, but I'm buiding to something here.. go with me..) and then 1000 years later archeologists from a society we would be in awe of, and completely foreign to us dug up the remains. What would they think, how many wrong conclusions would they come to? I mean think about it.. If strangers were to go thru your things right now and you werent there to explain it, how many things might look totally odd.. I for one shudder to think what my kitchen drawers would say about me.. The archeologist of the future would probably think we all worshiped little square boxes, cause we all have so many of them in prominant display in every house. .or that we had very strange religious beliefs about our pets because we scoop up the poop and save it in little plastic bags where it will be found 1000's of years from now.. Think about it.. what if all the artifacts we are finding in the Egyptian pyraminds are realy nothing more than the Pharohs junk collection that he could never bring him self to throw out.. Yes I know the pots and stuff aren't any good, but they are mine, you never know waht they might be worth someday... What do you mean I can't take it with me.. You think I'm gonna let old Tut have that boat. I spent too much time on that old girl I don't care how ugly it is, I didn't carve it for Tut.. Okay so I have a wierd mind.. welcome to my world..




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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.