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Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2003 @ 1:05 pm
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I thought I was feeling better. I was back up to eating actual food, and then yesterday, half way thru my shift. POW!!! I'm not tossing last weeks cookies, but I do feel like the official Punching bag of the US Olympic Boxing team. It also hurts to swallow, and did I mention I have once again lost the desire to eat. I dont' understand that part at all.

I love food. I love to eat. But last night, my tummy was a little hungry, but for some reason I really just did not want to eat. The other two days. I was hungry and not hungry at the same time. I think that the stomach flu went to my head. Maybe it is just tied into the fact that I have unknowingly dropped about 30 or 40 or so pounds with out even trying, just from not being so hungry due to stress and from more walking and biking when I was car less. It seems to have altered my metabolism. Which in of itself is not a bad thing. Just this whole not eating for 12 hours at a time, is really new to me. I am not on a starvation diet, that is I'm not willing starving myself like an Anorexic. For the first time in my life, I once forgot to eat. For me that is like forgetting to breathe.

Like right now, part of me is craving sausage and eggs, but another part of me, doesn't seem to care if I eat or not. very very wierd...

Warren's P*doc appt is at 11am today. Since it is my day off, I'm letting him sleep in, since he has been not getting enough sleep lately, and then taking him to school after his appointment. After his appointment I need to get to the library so I can get my first draft of the posters for our room at Valley Con done, the signs with prices etc.. for beverages et all (first draft), find the wig/facial hair for my costume. (Trust me this idea is soo original...and I'll be able to use the clothes over and over in regular life), put an ad in the paper to sell my beloved car..(She's been my baby for almost 5 years, not I need to find her a new home... sniff sniff), and do a few other things...

When Warren was at C*'s this weekend, they went out to her mothers, where he went apple picking. I now have a large grocery bag full of home grown apples, and instructions from my son that he wants MY apple crisp. I have all the ingredients I need, so I need to put that together. Looks like Taco's for supper.. so I need to get to the G*store for olives and sour cream which I forgot yesterday. And did I mention the house looks like a total pit 'o' rama.

Just another day in the life, here in Cranky Land..

Okay, weird. It shows I updated, but when I go to my diary it shows my previous entry, not this one.

Apparently D*land didn't catch that I had an entry with that name before. All should be fixed now.


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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.