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Revenge of the colon

Sunday, Apr. 22, 2007 @ 7:22 pm
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So much for getting anything done today. I just had no motivation, other than to sit around eating too much and watching dvd' while cruising on the net.

I did mop the kitchen floor three times and yet it is still sticky. I also managed to get at least one load of clothes washed, so I will have something presentable to wear for tommorrow, when all sorts of poop will be going splat. I have no idea what will happen, and I'm sure Warren is more than a little worried.

I did talk to him earlier. I've talked to him a few times. He's settled down and now he's moved to the promises stage. Fortunately I've heard them all a million times. I'm sure he means them now, but they will fly out the window in a hurry when/if he goes back to his regular life. I think he pretty much torched his get out of jail free card quite a while ago.

I never meant to imply in my other entry that those families who appear to have it all necessarily do, and I know most of us have a lot more to our lives than what we choose to share. I think all mothers worry about thier kids, and feel guilty about their choices and thier parenting. It's part of the package. Every kid is different and every parent is different. I just find it hard right now to read about someone whose child can function in a normal classroom and who doesn't have to sleep with one ear/eye open to make sure their child doesn't sneak out, or steal the family car. I'd like to make it thru a week or even a day with out worrying about what my son will do next, or how long until somebody gets seriously hurt.

I would kill to worry about so called "normal parenting" worries, if he will get into a good college, will he be accepted into the AP program, can he handle a job and school at the same time.

Yes, I also know quite well that sometimes the good kids can be in as much if not more trouble than the so called "bad kids", they are just better at hiding it, and making like things are fine, where as the bad kids are out in the open about it.

I went to school with several straight A, over achieving party animals. I guess you might just say I have a bad case of the grass appearing greener on the otherside of the school yard.

I don't know if it is the stress or the binging {on health food no less, how sad is that}, but my digestive tract is so not liking me today. I walked to the store earlier, just because I really needed to get out of the house before I went nuts. I had to stop half way to use the bathroom, than I used it twice more in the video store, and about 2 or 3 more times in SunMart. I finally bought some Imodium {generic} and after three pills I Think I might make it for more than an hour with out using the toilet. Now if only my belly would stop making noises that are really annoying and sound like somebody is trying to snake out my drains, so to speak.

Hopefully I'll be overthis by tommorrow, or we'll all be in trouble.

thank you everyone for all your comments and well wishes. It means alot to me.

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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

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