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If struggles make us stronger, I should be able to beat the fuck out of Hercules by now!
Things have got to start getting better, because for them to get any worse would require devine intervention.
Warren got in trouble at school, real trouble. Instead of being able to get him back in school, today when we went to meet Superintendent, he coped major attitude and is now out ot school until there is "major intervention". A euphimism for a guarantee that he won't make our jobs, like work.
Yes my son has some serious behavior issues, and his actions today were highly inappropriate, but I am at my wits end. He can do very well sometimes , but others he just lets it all out. He is a good kid, but he is having so many problems and I just feel like he is getting shafted and most of it is my fault.
Letting Mike stay back at my place was the dumbest thing I have done ever. Dumber than when I put my hand thru the glass door at home and sliced my self as a kid. We are talking, walking into a wall, dumb. Why am I such smuck. Why do I have to be so damn nice all the fucking time. Where can I get this welcome mat removed from my face.
I mean yes when I had my unfortunate "incident" and had to be gone for 12 days I needed Mike and Mike needed me. I was scared and freaked. Now we are all paying in spades. I know Mike loves his son, but this is just not working.
I am meeting with Partnerships tonight, and am expecting a return call from his Dr.s and some other people tommorrow. Pray for me, or send good vibes or what ever you believe in. I am not too proud to say HELP!!
There is alot more, but I am not thinking so straight right now. Since Warren has an IEP they are bound by law to educate him. (thank lord for small favors), but the despute is in what environement. I am convinced he is gifted LD, but I seem to be the only one seeing that. HE needs help now, not when he is 16 and arrested for possesion or vandelism. Damn!!
I am rambling which is what I ususally do when I am soo upset. Too many secrets, I need to tell the truth, but don't want to loose my friends when they find out who I really am.
Maybe I'll make more sense later. Tired of being back in square one. This square sucks. I want the center square dammit.
Time to knot the thread and hang on for dear life.
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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.
I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.
I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.