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I'm Minty fresh today
22.01.02 @ 13:55
If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Eowyn, Woman of Rohan, niece of King Theoden and sister of Eomer.
In the movie, I am played by Miranda Otto.
Thanks everyone who responded to my last entry (see prev entry if you havne't already). I never knew so many people could understand. It feels great to know that I am not the only one in the world who has felt that way, it some how makes it more real, and more acceptable to feel that way. Validation does wonders for the soul, as there is not many things worse than thinking you are all alone in the universe.
Things still havne't returned quite to where I want them, but I do feel like I have things under control for the most part. I am not nearly as cranky and out of sorts as I was a few days ago. I am still a little on edge, but being able to talk about it and rationalize it some how makes it easier to control. For some reason I have usually been pretty good at "logicing" (my new word) my way out of things. If I can find a logical explanation and see a pattern or other rationale I can think my way out of things, eventually. Like my moods, since I know that they cycle, I can tell myself that this is just part of the illness and it will pass, because it always has. It only seems like forever.
I am at work right now, but I get to leave in about 20 minutes, as my son has another Dr. app, this time with Dr. A to discuss the meds. I love Dr. A even if Dr. O is the actual Dr. and Dr. A is the second UND resident we have had. He is cool, and its so nice to have a Dr. with the same POV, now if we could just take a baseball bat to Mike (kidding, just kidding). He knows we dont' have much money and so is willing to give lots samples for the more expensive med which saves me a bundle. The other med they dont have samples of, but that one isn't so bad, it only costs me about 20 bucks a month, as opposed to the one he gives samples of (risperdal0 which would cost a lot more. With my income every penny counts.
AAk! I just saw the time!! Later ...
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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.
I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.
I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.