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A Woman Can Always Dream

2001-05-10 @ 12:15 a.m.
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Well another entry, that's two in one day.. Thanks alot for getting me hooked guys.. (neener neener..)

Well I finally got my layout looking somewhat the way I want it.. Better anyway.. Nothing like a crash course in html.. something I've always wanted to do, now I have an excuse.. Next in the line up Java and perl.. Who says there is life outside of cyber space..

Warren had a little episode tonight.. but it was over as fast as it started.. and he was cooperative again.. I feel so bad for the kid.. He didnt' ask for this life.. but thats neither here nor there..

Its after midnight and I of course can't sleep.. so I sit here munching on goldfish (the handsome snack that smiles back until you bite their heads off.. now that's warped.."

Warren reminds me of me in some ways.. He uses his imagination to cope the same way I did.. When life got to tough I would just crawl inside my head and poof I was on the Enterprise as a new recruit.. (any thing but security.. those guys have a negative life span..) or on the Millenium Falcon off to a new adventure with my real parents, and friends.. some where out there.. Or jump in a TARDIS and leap thru time and space to a happier dimension..

Oh well.. At least I try to encourage Warren's interest.. The kid loves sciene and legos.. some of the structures he comes up with in legos and his drawings.. LOL the kids got a great future as a designer or engineer.. He gets so frustrated because reading is hard for him, but match comes soo easy.. I think once he learns to read better he will be like I was.. it was hard to learn to read but once I did I couldnt' get enough.. He loves books the way I did.. I always had a book.. I long for the days when I could read a new book everyday..

*sigh I guess that's the trade off.. I still dont know when it happened. When did I "grow up".. but hey I havent' completely grown up.. LOL.. I still like toys, and fast food premiums.. (esp the glasses they used to give away when I was a kid.. Its a strange hobbie but I've had it for years..) and I'm not afraid to get on the swings and play.. now if I could only get someone to take care of the bills and such for me..

Some day my hero will come, and we will form a perfect partnership and take care of each other until we are too old, and then we can die together be always with each other.. and can you tell my mom read me wayyyyyy to many fairy tales as a kid..

But we all need a dreamm... and Warren wont be a kid forever.. someday he will be a grown up and I will be free to find someone again.. until then he is the only man in my life.. he needs me more..

Till later ...

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HoJo

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Mini-Bio

In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.

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