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Denial is thy River of choice..
Hey all first I want to appologize for not updating much. My computer is having tantrums of late refusing to do even the simplest of things, so while I am in the process of backing up, cleaning up and reloading, I am temporarily non-internetal except at work, and in the case of today my hour at the local public library, where I can actually check my email, as it is verboten to check email at work.
Second of all I would like to ask if you would be so kind as to send lovely words, hugs and good vibes to a good friend of mine who is having a hard time and is worried about her mother. Positve energy and good wishes would be very much appreciated. If you want details you'll have to read her diary or ask her.
Its been a week since the car wreck and I'm still not sure what I'm doing. I can't afford to keep the rental much longer, the shop left me a message yesterday that I need to either shit or get off the pot. (not in those words, but that's the idea). I just hate making these damn decisions. I like being the one in charge and the one in control, yet at the same time part of me loves having someone else make all the hard decisions. Mainly I guess because then when things go wrong, and they always do, I have someone to bitch too. I have two tickets to pay, bills that are overwhelming, I feel like I'm drowning and so what do I do. Do I standup and take the bull by the horns. Of course not, I hide until the bull runs away. Sometimes I just don't like being a grown up very much. I don't like dealing with all this crap. I just get paralyzed by the whole thing, and I can't do that. I can't face it, so I ignore it until it either goes away, or it finds me, gets in my face and says "Deal with me, now or else". Not very mature at all...
On a more positive note, I had the following humurous dialougue with Warren comming out of Wal-Mart the other day. We had stopped at Wally World on the way home from C*'s house Sunday night for a few things. He had talked me in to letting him get what was supposed to be one matchbox car, but ended up a $2 and some odd cent toy instead.
ME Say Thank-you Mom..
Warren Thank-you Mom
ME Say I love you Mom
Warren I love you mom
ME And I'll always do whatever you say from now one...
Warren I'm not gonna lie to you...
Is that kid a pip or what...
Prequels ~ Sequels
Daily Dumbass: Warped Newz
Thankful For: Free internet access at the library
Music of the mind: : "She's a lady..whoa..o..whoa she's a lady..." mixed with "Cinnamon Girl"
~*~Have you read these~*~
~ Ode to a child who is no more ~
~ She's baaack ~
~ testing ~
~ Facebook me ~
~ Bleech ~
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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.
I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.
I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.