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17.05.02 @ 23:31
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Today has been to put it mildly, a very long day. I didnt' sleep at all last night because of stress and dread. Fortunately I got lucky. Friday's are good days.. People want to go home, and they are more likely to take pity on poor little old me. I had to get up too early, and work is starting to drag me down, but it could have been a much much worse day. For that I am grateful. I am not out of the woods yet, but there is some light comming between the trees.

I am starting to get tired of my job. I like the company, and I adore the people I work with. But its the same thing that has been plaguing me since I can remember. As soon as I start to get good at something, I get bored and backslide. I reach a plateau, and then never progress. Its like okay, I've done this, now what can I do next. I just want to move on. I never get to be tops at anything. I reach a plateau and slide across. But now apparetnly I am not consistant enough. I can solve most anything, if I am in the "zone" but some days I just dont' want to deal/can't think and sorta slide by and pass it on. I don't know. I like it, as I am comfortable, and it is familiar. I hate newness, and I crave it at the same time. I think I need constant challanges, and I dont' seem to have that. Maybe I will send out unoficial feelers, and do a bit of window shopping.

Mike is supposed to be taking Warren this weekend. I have to work half aday then I am heading to West Acres, for another showing (or 2 or 3) of AOTC. Then maybe a visit to B&N. I am proud to be a geek. Some people think we are insane. Guilty as charged, and proud of it. Star Wars fans are the coolest bunch of people on the Earth. With all the bad weather and waiting around there was not a single nasty incident at the theatre. Everyone was making line buddies and going out of there way for others. No one had issues with the rules. I met some really cool people. I am proud of my geekiness adn I embrace my insantity. Hell I may even have to give it a name. I think Panthera fits rather nicely.

I would have gone again tonight, but I am soo tired, and there was no way on Hell or Earth I was going to miss the M*A*S*H reunion special. That is another one of my major obsessions. They just don't make comedies with that same heart anymore. I wasn't disapointed. It was much what I hoped for and expected. It was the "only" way to do a decent reunion. Reunion movies usually wind up being just sappy cheesy and stupid. This almost had me crying. I wish it was 4 hours instead of just two. I wish my vcr, hadn't commited suicide.

I am debating eating now. I am hungry, yet not hungry. I hate it when that happens. I wish I was skinnier, than I could make a kick @$$ Zam Wessel costume, and not look stupid. Man she rocks!!. I like Jango, but I am not sure on the "new" Boba Fett. I dont' wanna feel sympathy for him. I dont' wanna know the kid behind the man, in the mask. I think he should have been left a mystery. And the armor, goes jingo jingo Jango!! Caffiene is one hella good drug!!

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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

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