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Still trying to go on
I really need to get back here more often, but since I'm generally updating from my droid (formerly Warren's droid that he purchased with his own money) Facebook is just so much easier. If you want to find me, just send an email to email@example.com
I have alot of things suddenly happening in my life. Mike's going down hill, Warren seems to hopefully growing up and trying to get his life together. I just got contacted out of the total blue by somebody I haven't seen since 2nd or 3rd grade. He was as close to a "boyfriend" as a 7 year old is capable off, even though he pretended to act like he didn't like me (yeah I know, even as a little kid my relationships were complicated, seems to be a pattern there).
Financially its been a real stuggle, emotionally I'm just taking one time at time attempting to make some kind of lemonade out of some very uncooperative lemons.
Most days it seems like I'm just going thru the motions, slapping on a public face and doing what has to be done.
Work now has a gym free to all employees available 24/7 and working out again seems to help. My tight pants are now loose so that helps give me a bit of a boost, and the endorphins seem to help my mood as much as the medication.
It also isn't helping that December is creeping up on me, and even after 14 years I still have a hard time handling that month. It should be a happy month, but for me its pretty much anything but.
Right now I'm trying to make a financial decision that will either be my best idea or my worst idea. But I really need some money now. really really need it.
Prequels ~ Sequels
Music of the mind: :
~*~Have you read these~*~
~ Ode to a child who is no more ~
~ She's baaack ~
~ testing ~
~ Facebook me ~
~ Bleech ~
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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.
I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.
I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.