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Thursday, Jun. 28, 2007 @ 3:29 pm
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If you haven't read my previous entry you may want to click on prequels below and read that first.

Still feeling a bit overwhelmed. On top of everything else in the middle of watching letters from Iwo Jima my computer decided to commit electronic Hari Kari. I have a pretty good idea of what the problem is {damn service packs}, but I can't get it to cooperate. Righ now poor HAL is at the computer doctor. So I'm trapped with no computer, leaving me netless for the next undertimed amount of time. My sanity is not going to like it.

I'll try and get on when I can, but the library has screwy hours and so do I.

I'm still sick and tired of everything. I feel like I just can't catch a break. I know there is more going on. I'm sure a lot of it is an identity thing.

On one hand I'm proud of my accomplishment and want to brag, but ont other hand I feel like sometimes that's all people see, the fat girl who lost weight. I'm sick of people watching what I eat and commenting. I don't comment on other people's meals. I may think it, but I'm polite enough to keep it to myself. I wish other's would do the same. I hate feeling like I"m on display, like I hold some magic secret or something.

There is no magic secret. Its called hard work, and healthy choices. Common sense people, not pills, surgery, or gadgets from infomercials.

Of course right now I'm in a really bad mood, so I'm probably not seeing things too clearly. I did some yoga earlier today, what I could remember having only read a couple books and taken one class. The stretching and deep breathing does seem to help.

Maybe a couple days of just being alone with myself and no distractions will help me get a handle on things. I have the 4th off, maybe I'll take a mental health holiday. I sure need something.

No wonder people start doing drugs. Anythign has to feel better than this.

I'm going to Hornbachers. Cherries always seem to help { I love love love their cherries for charity promotion they have every year}. Maybe some nice soup {homemade} and some cheesy movies will cheer me up. I hope.

At least I have my walk in August to look forward to. So far I haven't raised anything. But I haven't brought it up at work yet. I'm not sure how.

If you are intersested in helping me get a t-shirt or just supporting a good cause, you can learn more and help some well deserving people, by checking out My Heart Walk Website I've lost too many relatives to heart disease. It also contributed to robbing my grandmother of her mind, and me of knowing my grandparents..

I'd be happy to send a postcard from good old North Dakota too any donors who feel comfortable sending me thier address. I'm not a stalker or a psycho I promise.

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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.

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