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Sunday, Jun. 18, 2006 @ 9:55 pm
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I've finally had an epiphany and realized why I've been so down lately. It wasn't until I got to work today and looked at the calander that I realized it was Father's Day today. It wasn't until later tonight that it finally hit me, this year will mark the 10th Anniversary since he passed away. This is the 10th Father's Day I haven't been able to talk to him, call him, send him a card, or even think of him with out sadness.

Couple that with a visit from my Mom and my Brother, add in my son turning 13 and my ex comming over to "clean up more of his sh**" and making a bigger mess in the process, not too mention being a total dick (the only person I know who has the ability to make somebody feel like they are not welcome in thier own damn house). No wonder I've been so down lately. But at least now I'm finally putting my finger on what is going on, so I can deal with it, instead of stuffing it down with a pizza.

I love a quote one of my customers came up with, problems are like bananas, they always seem to come in bunches.

I'm so looking foreward to this trip to Minneapolis. I may have to eat macaroni for a week but I so need an adventure and so does Warren. We've both been rather cranky lately. Puberty has officially and fully moved into our house and he ain't planning to leave anytime soon.

Those of you who are lucky enough to have a great dad who is still with you, give him a hug for me okay..

Happy Father's day out there to all men who have accepted the responsiblity and joys of fatherhood, be it bioligical, step, Uncle, big brother, or just a really great guy... Here's to all the great Dads in the world. I sure miss mine alot.

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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.

I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.

I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.

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