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Thank you everyone for you kindnes. It is greatly appreciated.. and if I don't get a chance to say thank-you later I am saying it now.
I am not ready to go into details right now, but there is a very strong possiblity that I will be moving very shortly. not far and I will still be on diaryland, but I have done some very stupid things and have to find a new place for Warren and I too live.
Special thanks to Hammie for jumping on AIM an being a great friend, and also to all who left kind wonderful comments. People can say what they want about internet friendships, I know there are some wonderful people out there.
Right now I am in a complete state of denial and numbness. My life is nothing but drama drama drama, and I can't take it anymore. I am getting better, but earlier if I hadn't had Warren and didn't know that I have to be strong and responsible for him, I was on the border of contemplating something very stupid. I thank God every day for him.. He's kept me going, when I wanted to quit....many times.
On one hand I need a fresh start, I need to do some major changing and decision making, but on the other hand there are so many memories here, both good and bad. We've lived here since Warren was 5 years old. He has many friends in this neighborhood. He is starting to improve and do so well at school. His self esteem is improving and he's learning to handle things in a more appropriate manner. We have come so far, and I messed up royally, because of stupid denial.
I am a fucking failure...
Prequels ~ Sequels
Music of the mind: :
~*~Have you read these~*~
~ Ode to a child who is no more ~
~ She's baaack ~
~ testing ~
~ Facebook me ~
~ Bleech ~
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In every neighborhood there is at least one house that all the neighbors gossip about. This is a diary from the woman who lives in that house. I am a single mother in her mid thirties. I live in North Dakota with my son, Warren.
I tend to be a bit of a slob, and am the opposite of a girly-girl. I am geek girl, who loves Star Wars, Star Trek, Harry Potter, Buffy, Angel, action movies, science fiction, action adventure, Dr. Who, and so on and so on.
I love to write and while I don't post much fiction online anymore I would love to be a writer someday. I am also overweight, bipolar and suffer from allergy induced asthma.